I’m nervous about starting to date because I haven’t ever done it. I’m not sure if I am proud to admit that I lack experience in that department. I had a message from someone that was on my GCSE college course. I’m not discussing the conversation on here because it is private. Anyway, I decided… Read More Embarking into the alien landscape of dating for the first time…
I just want to put this out there due to a few things I have heard recently. Young people actually choosing to be on benefits rather than working. Please don’t think that easy option will be any kind of existence when you’re older. I don’t work but in my case circumstances make employment difficult. This… Read More I’m not a role model. I don’t want people to aspire to this life…
I got told by a family member that they didn’t like how open I was on the blog. That has become my unique selling point. This is the reason why my blog has been getting new followers. I’m not going to feel bad about being open about mental health and addiction. These things aren’t a… Read More I’m fed up. The blogs USP is brutal honesty about mental health and autism.
I got up at a decent time this morning to take my medication and eat breakfast. I cleaned the bathroom because it was a state. I went for a walk this afternoon. The weather is really nice. This is warm for September. It’s also Friday the 13th. I’m not scared of this date. I even… Read More Today is going well considering it’s ‘Friday 13th’.
I am awake at a stupid hour because I can’t sleep again. I know why this time. I keep relying on painkillers. I’ve cut down but I need to take the biggest step which is coming off them for good. I’m lying to myself if I deny that the addiction is not still present intermittently.… Read More Withdrawals aren’t pleasant…. but necessary.
I was up and dressed by 9 am today. I am a bit tired but managed to get a few things done. I still have more to do but I need a break. I’m in front of myself anyway because I got up a lot earlier than I have in a while. I still have… Read More I actually got up at a reasonable time…
I felt that this had to be a topic that is covered on here after comments that were made to me earlier. Apparently, according to a few people, using antidepressants to tackle depression isn’t positive. I was informed that this means the depression has won rather than me. That isn’t true. I’m going to explain… Read More Pill shaming has to stop!
I decided to take two tablets of my anti depressant medication today. That means I’ve doubled the dosage. It seems to have made a massive difference. I have actually felt like myself today for the first time in a while. I no longer feel as tired but that probably won’t go until I’ve been on… Read More Depression is no longer winning.
I just checked the online account for my GP appointments. I found my latest blood test results on there. I’m glad that it has all came back normal and satisfactory. I am still stumped as to what is going on with me at the moment. I may just be depressed. I’ve had people around me… Read More Well, I must be depressed rather than have a physical illness.
I often get asked how I do not have hatred for those that failed me in the past. I used to feel hate for them all until very recently. I now don’t think that it is worth being angry towards those that failed me or were intentionally discriminative towards me. I just don’t have the… Read More Hate is something you eventually don’t feel….