I haven’t slept all night. I have a lot on my mind. The worse part is being tired but not sleeping. I feel tired but my brain doesn’t switch off enough for me to actually get to sleep. Unanswered questions about things that have happened bug me. I would be more settled if I knew… Read More Sometimes sleeping is impossible.
It took me 3 hours to clear out the spam from my email inbox today. I had thousands that had built up over months. I haven’t done a lot today. I went for a quiet walk but bumped into the carnival procession crowds in the town centre so I watched it go passed me and… Read More Emails everywhere!
I had to go for a few hours nap when I got home. I tried to stay awake but the lack of sleep I had last night caught up with me. The cats joined me (as usual). They’ve woken up for something to eat and gone back to sleep. I’ve had a bath, washed my… Read More I made it to the end of the day.
I only remember having approximately no more than two hours sleep. I was up by half seven to take my relative to their hospital appointment. The infirmary is far too big now. We got lost on the way out and my relative got angry at me because I was meant to be leading us back… Read More Stressful morning!
I don’t like staying the night away from home. I’m too anxious to sleep tonight. I have to stay where I’m driving from tomorrow. I’d rather be with the cats because I’m so used to them being at home with me. I don’t like leaving them over night either. I have fed them etc but… Read More Anxious. I want to go home so badly but I can’t.
I have woken up feeling really rough so forgive me if I’m a little brutal in the way that I write this post. I’m bloated and my hormones are making me feel completely depressed. I will be fine in a few days. This is ‘normal’ for me at this time every single month. On the… Read More Seriously, things can’t be done like this anymore.
I never heard anything from the letter I sent to my sons adoptive parents regarding the contact suggestion. I tried to be reasonable but it’s obvious that these people that adopted him (or stole him by proxy using the medium of a court) aren’t decent like I was led to believe. Plan A has well… Read More I tried to be reasonable but it didn’t work. Time for plan B to make my son part of my future life.
I have some advice for the younger generation which I think is quite important given what I’ve been through since returning to the area where I grew up. I wish that I’d never allowed social services to push me back to live here. I only agreed because they said that I would be able to… Read More Advice for the younger generation (from a 30 something with lots of regrets)…
I went for a 2 and a half mile walk today. I had housework to do that I didn’t finish yesterday. I’m trying to function properly but it’s difficult with a swollen leg. The fluid has come out of my knee but it’s getting stuck inside the top of my leg. I’ve tried to get… Read More Trying to function properly today.
I woke up feeling sick. I didn’t really feel like doing housework today but a lot needed doing because I let it build up over a few days. I had to change my bed covers which falls once a week anyway. It just happened to fall on the same day as the ironing, vacuuming and… Read More I did it! And, everything is sorted.