This week has felt rather tiring. I have been literally chasing my tail all day running late for appointments due to getting up later than planned. I feel totally exhausted at this point. I’ve made myself a cup of tea and then I’m probably going to be asleep quite soon. I know that people will… Read More Tired, but continue to make plans.
I have felt ill and very tired all day (hardly slept last night because I kept waking up). The fact that I’m ill is taking my barriers down today. I’m normally really stubborn and won’t lay down my defences easily. I’m feeling too tired to hold up those barriers right now. She who doesn’t want… Read More I’m feeling vulnerable due to illness, so honesty time.
I got many things done during the night last night but it’s made me feel tired for the whole day. I slept from about half 5 this morning to mid day but I have just felt fatigued for most of the hours I’ve actually been awake. I didn’t have the energy to go for a… Read More Burning the candle at both ends has been difficult today
I have changed the blog slightly. I am cancelling the domain name in my own name, instead going with a wordpress free domain name. This means that the link to this place will now be https://musingsofatraineebattleaxe.wordpress.com . I have also changed the colour scheme to something more friendly to the eyes. I am going to… Read More Changes to the blog walk through.
I am getting pushed into things that I’m not truly wanting to do yet. I’m not saying that I don’t want to make an effort to get into work but I don’t feel ready after the trauma of the last few years. I can’t just ‘get over it’ and start applying for voluntary positions. It… Read More I feel pushed into directions not appropriate for me.
I finally passed my level 2 Maths after a few years of attempts to get up to the level that I should be so that I could say I ‘ officially have now finished school’. I’m happy that I persevered because there was so many times that I could have given up and walked away… Read More I don’t think I’ll ever be ‘good enough’. It doesn’t matter how many times I try to ‘level up’.
I was up early because I walked to knitting which is the other side of the town where I live. I could have taken the car but it was quite warm this morning. I walked there and back without anything covering my arms. It isn’t far to walk. I got there in about 20 minutes.… Read More It has felt like a very long day!
I was on the rota for Fledglings on a Monday. I didn’t manage to get there yesterday because of things that I had on. I’ve just finished the feedback now. I will have to get up earlier tomorrow to move the car. I had to park it on the grass under the trees just outside… Read More The importance of developing any forms of talent and having a public persona away from private life.
I have done my maths exam. I’m now free for the rest of the day. I have walked to a relatives house. I will have to go back into town to fetch my car because I left it about 5 miles away. I am having a really awful hair day. I washed it on the… Read More Exam done. Free for the rest if the day!
I have been revising for my exam for 2 hours. I need a break for a while now. I literally am developing brain ache. I can’t possibly allow myself to fail this exam again. I missed it the first time around due to life issues. Then the next time I failed to pass the portfolio… Read More Brain ache 😦 I need a break from revision.